disgusting.

i don’t really care much about this “former” part of my life, but sometimes it really just disgusts me. honey, he’s not a good guy and for the rest of your life he will be trying to suck up to you “being the perfect husband” to make up for all the lies he’s hiding from you, still, and you’re just too dumb and naive to see it.

there. i have been holding that in for almost 6 months now and i need to get it out. there are still so much about ALL of that whole blow up that i still get worked up about. i know walt was the one that got the worst out of the whole deal (okay, he got me - so, not really), but it still works me up. fuck all those people.