December 2011
Watching Brian's dad's old old racing dvd. Pretty...
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census shows 1 in 2 people poor in america. and... →
and cause i can’t get a better job? thanking for making me feel even more guilty. i have nothing to complain about.
so after one of those days...
today a had a major meltdown from stress. this week has been just overwhelming and so stressful with work. brian was pushing my buttons earlier and then starts saying things like “aren’t you supposed to be ms hardass-blahblahblah” after i already told him i was really starting to stress out about work and money. and i just started to tear up, which as soon as he notices it goes...
having one of those days
stressed about money. nothing new. i don’t know what i have to do to get a better job. hopefully, soon. i have debt for the first time in years. here is to hope.
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oh. and ryan adams was FUCKING AMAZING in chicago.
that is all.
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sometimes a gal needs this.
one of my new international students asked me if i was a student or if this was my job. of course i responded that this is my job and he was spellbound when i told him that i got my masters almost four years ago. he said he couldn’t believe that someone so young looking could have a masters for that long. yes. i’ll take that compliment. :o) its the small things, guys. the small...
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well.
i think i am just giving up on the whole eating well thing until the holidays are over. not that i eat horrifically. i don’t snack too much, never eat fried food/eat out anymore, but the sweets are getting me. i’ll try to be moderate about what i eat and workout like normal, but the whole losing the rest of my 10 lbs will just have to wait until the holidays are over. i don’t...
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ryan adams is live on letterman.
that makes me feel a little better.
i just ate a peanut butter covered brownie.
annoyed.
last week i was asked if i minded training a new student this week. i said, later in the week it wouldn’t be so bad if it’s late in the evening, but being we are 24 hours and the nights are insane until finals are over, i really did not want to. new student comes in, i am training and no one told me. thanks. this just makes my mood awesome.
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i really could use a sign right now.
a sign that i’m not going to be stuck working shitty hours for shitty money for the rest of my life. looking at my credit card statement and never getting to hangout with my best friend just really made me depressed. and i don’t spend that much money. ugh…
there has been too many bad overriding the good at work lately. i just really hope i am not stuck. :o( sad, sad, panda. at...
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got cincinnati tickets for ryan adams.
if brian can’t be convinced, who wants to be my date?